omg omg omg omg ! i'm gaining weight ! i duno why ! i duno how ! but i dare not step on the weighing machine anymore ... it's horrific ! terrific ! traumatised ! the 3 layers fat still stubbornly stay there ! my tummy is getting bigger n rounder ! ewwwww! i eat as usual though... why why why why why !? where all these fats comes from!? metabolism? hormone? happy make ppl fat meh??

 

maybe i just have to be persistent on my sit ups... and have super strong will power to move around and jump around and do more sit ups?

 

maybe i need to try at least for a week of boil vege n boil meat only. no oil. no carbo. a week only? trial mah... hahahaha.. what a low will power... ngek!

 

ok! that shall be my lunch for the nxt couple of weeks ! everything boiled. no oil. arh. sounds so ewwwwwwww... sigh.. even before i click the "post" button, i'm already having no confident that i'll succeed... sigh...

 

what else i can do to lose weight ? jogging ? swimming ? arh.... i know L A Z Y is not an excuse... but that's 'human nature' bah... 'no time' > lame excuse!

 

SIGH!!!